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boys will put you down on your knees

When I'm nervous I have this thing, I talk too much

Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up,
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that i learnt to

Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting 
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect
If i could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never wanna cross that line
I should of kept it between us but no I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try
Im Not a saint no, not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you

im so over the top of happines, but in the same time im sooo sad...
I got i bether job in stockholm, I got a temp job in Stockholm, instead of my extra hours in Haninge, so I e so happy about it! but while it feels sad to not see the fine smiles I've seen every day for a year in Haninge!
but i got to move on i guess? if i whant to come some where?
i know i will se them again and i got a moth with them, and im a nanny in haninge to so i will se them often i hope?
Gud i live them all, we are so different and so a like at the samt time, and we fit right perfectly in..

Im in a place right now where i just cant care about any one and cant give up my dreams and my life for someone else any more, And if the persone dont deserve me and dont deserve my thoughts..why care?
Any how..im in hell but in heaven at the same time..my hole life is faling apart,and bulding up at the same time..
Is this how it is to live?

juste glömt och talat om att jag fick ett flipp för en vecka sen o Piercade naveln, där nere..
tyckte att det behödes en förändring för att jag ville gö något på en gång, och pallade inte boka tid till tatueraren..då får man vänta så länge:(..men måste få upp rumpan ifrån sängen och gå dit...nu när jag endå jobbar så mycket så då går ju tiden mycket fortare:P
men kan slänga in en bild nu för o visa hur de blev...böööh


Titta nisse en tjooockis....åååh så tjock hon e...hahahahaha!!!!