Whaaatzzzz up!!


Thumbs up!


Age is just a number...!


Robert Downey Jr.

He looks terribly good for hes age ("44"), and he just gets sexier every year that goes!
He is someone like Johnny Depp ("46") and George Clooney ("48").
They have always been good looking, but just looks better with age!


Jackson Rathbone!!


Today's hottie!
GIVE ME!

Megan fox gossip...

It is no surprise that Megan Fox has made a number of interventions.
For those of you who wonder what she did or how she looked before I'll give you a picture.
But it's no shock today, it's a normal thing for us humans today that people are changing on both good and bad!

But she've also made a number of changes recently. This Photo is old!

And another bit of gossip that you will have read here on my blog is that Megan Fox has shaved off her hair!
I myself do not know if it's true or not, or if the images are transformed into photoshop.
But according to some sources, she shaved the hair for a movie role,
But dose it mather? no, she is beautiful anyway!!
A bit disturbing that she fits into everything and she is always as beautiful!
I have for a long time waited for her to shave off her hair, and had a feeling that it would come true.
And now it has come true!
You go girl!




The only thing that is ugly on Megan Fox is her thumbs / thumb.
But what does it matter?

I can smile and laugh again without remorse!


You make me laugh, honey!


You mean nothing to me, now!


Things are going well now!

I Only know, that I am not able to spend energy on people that do not mean anything and instead spend more time on myself, my dreams, and goals.
And of course the people that matter!

I know that things are starting to fall into place again, after a little up and down!

Job starts turn up, and the people I missed, I have been back in touch with..
Plus, I'm so close that I can feel the taste on my lips!
It is so good now!!

I JUSTE WANNA LIVE, WITH YOU ON MY SIDE!!

Lady gaga is a Hermaphrodite..!

I have not managed to pay no mind to the rumors that Lady Gaga is a Hermaphrodite?
So she has two sexes...

I do not really know what to believe. Media type of course usually just a bunch of crap about celebrities, but i have seen pictures where you see that maybe they are hiding a little penis... HAHA
But why does it really matter? I saw a lot of komentarą from people where they said they do not like her anymore.
why? Just because she has a penis,Is her music bad becous of it?
I checked around for a source, but one source says she talks openly about it and the other source says she denies it.

According to Lady gaga herself:
- There is nothing I am ashamed of, it's just that I do not go telling everyone about it. Yes, I have both a male and a female genitalia, but I consider myself as a woman. It's just a little penis and it does not affect my life much. I'm sexy. I'm hot. I have both penis and snipp. Big deal.

There have been media speculation about whether Lady Gaga is bisexual. She herself has joked about it but now she thinks that there may be enough.
- I will not even comment on it, it's too ridiculous, "said 23-year-old artist in Australian radio and put an end to the substance. Lady Gaga wrote a while ago on her blog: "I have the genitalia of both sexes, but I choose to be a woman". But now she thinks therefore that it is not fun anymore.

What do you really believe? I mean, if she recognizes herself, so must the dike is true ..?

Hilarious!!!!


WFT?! Barack Obama?


People have a bit too much free time!


Listen to the text!

Somebody to love - Jim carrey


For those of you who did not know.
I love Jim Carrey, he is one of my big idolized in acting.
I have always adore him since I was small!
he's so fucking funny!

HELL YEAH!!


I'm in a really fucking sick humor!

I feel that I can fuck with everybody today!
Strangely, it's a damn good day !?!?!?!?!
To all who feel like me today, we meet in town and messing with STOCKHOLM!

It's a damn good day today! yeaaah biaaatch lets fuck with everybody TO DAAY!!

peace im out!!

If you are bored and want something to laugh about,then I recommend the blog http://fuckidifuck.blogg.se/
Sick people there, which with a little too much free time!

BTFW:Someone bastard called me at 03.00!!!!
Why so late ?!?!?!
Who can that people be? there was anonymous too, so if you read my blog so can you please tell me who you are?
and a signal as well? think people!! want me to call,and i cant se your nr, i mean come ooon!!?
fucking asshole!

anyways sleep well my poo people,becous I shall do, See yaaaah Motha F ******!!!

HAVE SOME FUUUN MAAAN!


hell yeaah!


OFFC!!!!!!!


No, i'm not high!!


DRINKS,Drinks,drinks...

Hey dudes!
I have not blogged in a few days since I've been busy!
Thought I could give you a taste of what happened this weekend!

Friday:
I was talking to my boss during the day. Since I could pick my times where I will work over the summer, too!
Late in the afternoon I met up Bineh, we drove home to me, and started to get us finished to the evening, then after we had eaten, we also took into systems company, Then we went home to a few friends and sat there and drank, until received 11, we went into Skanstull, and pulled out at the pub.
It was bring about a party tonight with a lot of drinking and fun people, got really a lot of compliments throughout the evening on my shoes, which I had bought during the day. HAHA!

So it was fun ..

Saturday:
it was to take it easy all day, towards evening when I went out to take a few drinks with Jessica, Sebastian, Pontus and Alex ..
It was an evening with much laughter ..
Then the half past twelve time I went home and slept.

Sunday:
Was a quiet day to 18:00 time I met up Alex and we went around the city of Stockholm. and talked,it was Cozy!:)

Then the night I went to my brother to get some stuff..

And today, I have not done much other things then been out for a walk in the morning and then just stayed home and checked movie .. Is sick tired so can not stand to spend energy on something! ^ ^

Brothers..

what's up dude? I am not going to sit here and not do any good.
I intend to bring on a cruel film, or I have heard that it is good, so will see.
but sleep well, and have a good day tomorrow.
I will be busy all day, I do not know when I meet up B-friend?
Hope she dont have a hungover, I said to her today,that she would not drink so much today,
but you never know with her .. haha!
one drink.. Huumm yeah right honey;)

sleep well my poop people, have a safe day tomorrow!
C-yaah!


WORK,Work,work...

Holy shit, im so fucking tired..
Woke up at 09.40 then my boss at DinSko in Skanstull called me and needed me to work. So I help out at 11.00-19.00 ..I looked like crap, could not plate my hair or something .. I looked literally like shit ..
But what can you do? Someone has to be present joking, right?;)
Otherwise, I have not had time for much more today, the welding rolled my hair soon, after that im going to take a cigarette and eat a little bit ice cream;)
so I write welding a post later:)

Dont give up!

I hate it when things do not go as it should or as you want it to.
I'm just so crazy tired of everything.
But I can not give up!

Remember..


G-Night!

no now it's time for sleeping, or not.?
Im going to watch some movies, or a movie anyway ..
So you should sleep as well

Be good my poo people!


im bored!!!!!


Be on your guard..



Blaaablablablablabalaaa



TRUE,True,true...



MEMORIES!!



LET IT ROCK!


My new lover!



one-night fuck?

How many you my readers have come home from a pub with a girl/boy?
As you have only met once, the first time you were?
have you done it? how was it? did he/she go directly home after the act or was he/she asleep at your playz?

or, did she / he go in the morning before you woke up or the moment you woke up?
And have any of you suffered for that person refuses to go home the day after?
And begin to believe that there is something between you two?

I'd personally never do anything like that, take embarrassing day to be or become no .. damn ..
what the hell can you say you have to pull the email now! haha. eh what the hell .. no ursch haha!

You are the earth's doom!

Είστε η πιο ψεύτικο ανθρώπους έχω γνωρίσει ....
Σας έχω γνωστό στο 19 χρόνια ..
Δεν είναι ένα δεύτερο, θα έχουν για μένα, δεν είναι ένα δευτερόλεπτο.
Βάζετε πάντοτε το μαχαίρι στην πλάτη μου.
Αδελφή σου, τη σάρκα και το αίμα σας.
Σκοπός της είναι ότι θα πρέπει να είναι για μένα μέσα από πυκνά και αδικοπραξίας.
Αλλά δεν, δεν ξέρετε τι σημαίνει αυτό.
Το μόνο που έχετε κάνει unto εγώ, όλοι δικαιούνται να γνωρίζουν την αλήθεια, αλλά εγώ δεν θα βυθιστεί στο επίπεδο σας.
Δεν θα είναι ο ίδιος για djavilen σας πιέζουν προς τα κάτω.
Όπως κάνατε για μένα. Συνέχεια ψέματα δικαίωμα σε annsiktet και να πω ότι ποτέ δεν θα μπορούσε να κάνει κάτι τέτοιο, elelr πω κάτι τέτοιο ..

Ποιος είσαι; Δεν ξέρετε!
Και δεν θέλω να πάρει για να γνωρίζετε είτε.
Μετά από όλα αυτά τα χρόνια έχω γνωστό τι ήταν, αλλά δεν το αντιλαμβάνονται.
Μετά από όλα αυτά τα χρόνια της απογοήτευση, τη σκληρότητα, την επιθυμία.
Σας έχω συγχωρέσει.
Τι κάνατε για μένα ..;
Άλλων, ένα κακό ..

Ποτέ δεν θα έλεγα Μισώ ένα πρόσωπο, αν δεν το εννοώ.
Αλλά με μισείς!
Μπορείτε δεν είναι τίποτα για μένα!
Είστε πιο βρώμικα ρύπου ίδια ..

Δεν αξίζει να χάλια, εγώ λαχταρούν για την ημέρα δεν έχω να δω annsikte σας και πάλι!

I fucking love it!!

Boondock saints

And shepherds we shall be, for thee my lord for thee, power hath descended forth from
thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command.
we shall flow a river forth to thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be.

in nomine patris, et filii,et spiritus sancti.
=
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.


Just a small town dude, with a big city attitude..!


Can the summer be on the way?

No, now I draw and paint a bit to get me to relax, have a lot of thoughts and shit in my head!
However, I was out and went for a walk with mom and the dogs for a few hours ago, as the sun and i wanted to go out. But cold as it was, I wanted to go home as fast ..
So now I sit here and make no sense ..

Have you been out in the sun today?
Can the summer be on the way?

Be good my poo people!

Give it to me handsome!!


Lollipop Luxury


What you got boy is hard to find,


Maybe i need some rehab or maybe just need some sleep

I got a sick obsession, I'm seein it in my dreams

I'm lookin down every alley, i'm makin those desperate calls

i'm stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall

what you got boy, is hard to find,i think about it all the time

im all strung out my heart is fried, i just cant get you off my mind.

wont listen to any advice,mommas tellin me i should think twice

but look into my own devices, im addicted its a crisis

my friends think ive gone crazy,my judgments gettin kinda hazy

My esteem is gonna be affected if i keep it up like a love sick crack head

i dont care what people say,the rush is worth the price i pay

i get so high when your with me,but crash and crave you when you leave...

 



Today's track goes to Ke$ha - Take It Off


Lose your mind.
Lose it now.
Lose your clothes
In the crowd.
We,re delirious.
Tear it down
,Til the sun comes back around.

We don't belong to anyone.


Bang in your head!


The pain of love!!


The pain of love,Won't break us up,We don't need your salvation,
The pain of love,Will never stop,We are our own creation,
The pain of love,Lives in our hearts,Its deeper than the ocean,
The pain of love,Waits in the dark,We take it in slow motion.
The pain of love will last Forever,Promise me, Lets celebrate the pain together,
The pain of love.In all of us,It hits you like a hammer,The pain of love.
We can't turn off,Let's celebrate the drama,The pain of love,
Don't let us crush,We will be All forgiven,The pain of love,
I want to touch,Without it's not worth livin'
We climb the mountain,Walk the desert, For our love,Let's make a pact tonight,
So we can feel this pain of Love forever.

Just like Jesse James..

You're struttin' into town like you're slingin' a gun
Just a small town dude with a big city attitude
Honey are ya lookin' for some trouble tonight
Well all right

You think you're so bad, drive the women folk wild
Shoot 'em all down with the flash of your pearly smile
Honey but you met your match tonight
Oh, that's right

You think you'll knock me off my feet 'til I'm flat on the floor
'Til my heart is cryin' Indian and I'm beggin for more
So come on baby
Show me what that loaded gun is for

If you can give it I can take it
'Cause if this heart is gonna break it's gonna take a lot to break it I know tonight
Somebody's gonna win the fight
So if you're so tough
Come on and prove it
You heart is down for the count and you know you're gonna lose it
Tonight you're gonna go down in flames
Just like Jesse James

You're an outlaw lover and I'm after your hide
Well you ain't so strong, won't be long 'til your hands are tied
Tonight I'm gonna take you in dead or alive
That's right

You break the laws of love in the name of desire
Take ten steps back cause I'm ready baby
Aim and fire
Baby there's nowhere you gonna run tonight
Ooh that's right

Well you've had your way with love but it's the end of the day
Now a team of wild horses couldn't drag your heart away
So come on baby
Come on baby you know there ain't nothing left to say

You think you'll knock me off my feet 'til I'm flat on the floor
'Til my heart is cryin' Indian and I'm beggin for more
So come on baby
Come on baby

Tonight you're gonna go down in flames
Just like Jesse James

I'm gonna shoot you down Jesse James

a real sweetie..


That Justin Bieber is a real sweetheart, dont you think?
A little small, but sweet as hell!!;)

HAHA!!


learn from their mistakes?

Just got home, has been out in the nice weather and walked around the city of Stockholm with Jessica, Sebastian and Pontus the whole day!
it was really nice, and funny as usual ..
I really
should eat because I have not received anything in me today, strangely enough, I should be really hungry ..?

late tonight or a little later, I see what I can find on.
a little guy wanted to meet and talk ... but will see .. do not know if there is such a good idea because of the mass of reasons ..

but but .. may see a different dot thinking themselves known or not?
I give up soon .. why waste their time on others when they do not want to waste it on yourself?
understand if you have plenty to do.. but this is a bit exaggerated, and after all .. whatever ..

learning from my mistakes ..?!?!?!

gotta go and EAT FOOD now, so i see you i bit later?

have a good day my poo people!

Fucking drama!!! deam!!

Friday ended with Jess and when I woke up at home with her, we would take the train into town, because I was going home and she would go to Sebastian.
But there was a replacement bus, a double, too. scary shit ...
Then when I got home, my sister says to me that we are going to a party. but I did not want to ..
Then after three hours of nagging so ended up that I came with anyway!
The evening was welding okay except for a certain person ..
Ahh can not stand going into it so it'll be even more drama ...


Drama,drama,drama...give it a fucking rest!

Btw pictures from yesterday will come up, but i add them a bit later ..

Now it's Saturday, a very tough Saturday ..
can someone give me a cow, I can beat down?
It would make me so happy!

have a good poop my people!

Thursday..

Thursday when I woke up at eight-thirty, and was still drunk. so I went down to Nynäshamn because Jess wanted a hand to squeeze when she was below the needle.
We had so mutch fun. And Jess tattoo is quite wonderful.
("And man is he funny!:)")
Then after that we went to by a cola for my hangover! after we went home to her and ate .. then went to a movie and fell asleep to it, the evening did we see my dear Josephine, we walked around half Nynäshamn and talked about everything and nothing!

Then after we went home to Jess and fell asleep!

that was it!!
Be good my poo people!

wednesday!

Hello! I have not updated me sens in Wednesday, I went not to Jess, because I had a total of forgotten that I had promised my sister to go on a party so we came there instead, and I was the right course party complete!
Then later in the evening, we weant out to a pub, and there was one more round on my feets ..
so it was a damn wobbly way home, haha ..
Then i got a fucking black eye in the bargain also, haha .. "
but thank god for that it does not look like it feels;)

Pictures do I post a bit later I thought, now is the food, and then a long bath ..

Be good my poo people!

I'm in Miami Beach!!


Shit in your face..!!!

No, I can not sit here and waste time, because you will have something to read;)
Now I must down to the laundry, since I have to start to get ready so I can go down to my little Candy!

I maybe write a bit later if I can..

Be good my poo people!

a sausage in my throat?

Today when I woke up I had really no voice ..
not yesterday either ..
But thank God for giving me back my voice today!
Can not just walk around and sound like I have a sausage in the throat,Four fuck sake!!!

Today's Babe goes to Sean Farris


he is a fucking hotti,isint he?
Gooood, I just want to eat him!!!

Today's track with Katy Perry..


I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out,now

L-O-V-E's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How, do I say I'm sorry cause the word is never gonna come out now

You know that type of sh*t
Just don't work on me
Whistlin' and tryin' to Flirt with me
Don't take it personally
'Cause we were never in love
It doesn't really matter
Who you say you are
Singin' out the window
Of your car
Find another girl across the Bar
'Cause L-O-V-E is not what this was.

During renovation!!

For those of you ho wondering, my blog is under renovation!
And the heart that fixes it, called by name Jessica!!


Go in on her blog: http://candys.blogg.se/

Be good my poo people!

Tattoo time....

Holy shit, I would have the laundry room yesterday. but lazy as i am, I have it now instead,so I have the laundry room from 13.00 to 17:00..
But I think I have time to finish before .. I was forced to have some clean clothes because I'm going down to Jess today, because she will be below the needle all day tomorrow and need a hand to squeeze! haha!

hell, I gotta get my feet soon for the summer, and I do not know the next time Lars comes up so guess I can go to another and fix it, Then I have some others that I will decorate my body with;)

But most of them will have to wait until after the summer, I do not want them to be bleached and be destroyed!

And when she walks, She walks with passion!

and we can transform a good girl to a freak,

Lil Wayne is really fucking sexy, though he has always been, but it is a pity that he is so short. it really fucks up everything!

Hey Lil Mama,
I can transform ya,
i can’t dance but I can dance on ya,
Swiss on the beats, Chris move ya feet,
and baby I can transform ya him to a me,
I can change you life, make it so new,
make you never want to go back to the old you,
Ciroc and lime, give it a lil time,
and she can transform like Optimus Prime,
I can transform ya like a transformer,
i can turn you from a human to a Carter,
take you off the bench and turn ya to a starter,
then take you home and put you on a charger,
then my cars transforms to a charter,
and we can fly to wherever you ever thought of,
hehe, i take you to wherever its warmer,
then i gotta rip off your dress like a warm up,
but Im just getting warmed up,
so tell your man he better get his voltron up,
i transform her to a Ducati and then I transform me to a Bugatti,
cos her form puts me in a trance,
i transform smaller and she puts me in her pants,
Swiss on the Beat, Chris move ya feet
and we can transform a good girl to a freak,

Today's music video and song!


a bit more sun?

The day started when I woke up at ten for a walk with dear Ezzperanzo.
after it became to get dressed up and then down to Central to meet sweet Jessica ..
We talking a bit shit. After I met my sister at the South Station. Then we went to Fridhemsplan and shopped a bit then we ate at MC.. *issh* ..
And now I sit at home at my dear little homie and listen to Rihanna-rude boy! (Y)
That is the good stuff!

Damn we had some sun in Stockholm today!
Begins to look rosy for us, "Swedes"!!

Rihanna takes today's track!

No, now I'll probably eat some breakfast and then throw me in a bath before going out again!
Must just say that today's track is Rihanna with the song "Rude Boy ...
I'm sick in love with it!

I'll throw in some odds and ends late!
Be good my poo people!

Sexy biiiaatch!


Is it just me who thinks that Rihanna is sexy?!

To my dear Anna!

Vi träffade Anna i korvkioskkön

Hon utstråla  värme och var av rätt kön

Hon spana på Ragge och Ronny också

Hon verkade inte bry sig att vi två var två

Jag tog första steget och närmade mig

Och sedan fyra veckor,e hon vår tjej

Då började tjatet varenda kväll

När vi skulle ut och röja kom hennes gnäll

Du säger du vill ha mig

Du kan hoppa upp och ta dig

Du har ingen charm, ingen stil och rostig bil

Jag kräver mycket mera

En sönderpökad säng

Jag  är ingen våpigt, billigt slit och släng

Nu lämnar jag dig, så det så !

Vad  är det med henne, varför e hon så sur

Varför går hon i moll och inte i dur

Kom igen lilla stumpan och va lite gla

Du har ju fått blommor och en låda choklad

Snälla rara söta Anna

Säg kan du inte stanna

Vi behöver dig, vill pöka dig, säg inte nej

Du e så jävla special!

Du är den bästa bruden som vi mött

Så varför gå , låt kärleken bestå

Så sprid lite love

Man ger av sin kärlek och lite därtill

ändå  möts man av kyla av sin lipande sill

ändå  möts man av kyla av sin lipande sill

ändå  möts man av kyla av sin lipande sill


my own paradise..

I am so incredibly sick of everything right now ..
I just want to remove and get away like hell ..
Just wish everything could go a little faster, down that I think time goes so quickly ..
But I longed so much to lie on a beach far away from everything .. And just to relax and not think about anything else one himself and the present ..
Is it so wrong to have dreams and goals ..
It dont think so..
I know that mine will be filled up one day!

And I hope that the day will come soon!

I want to delete my own paradise of dreams ...
Where no one can stop your dreams!

so incredibly childish and pathetic...

Why waste their energy on people who are not worth it and just make it a bad thing ..
Im so tired of people unnecessarily ..
People who do not know better and always want to start any trouble ..
Why not just be yourself and do not care what others think and think?
Everything's so unnecessary ..
Im so incredibly sick of people ..
Dryers just not with you..
I really do not .. Can you not believe how childish and pointless everything is, so I do not want to do anything with you,..
I said that I will not take sides or interfere in or even have anything to do with it .. some of it ..
But you do not seem to grasp, and instead just want to fight ..
I think over a couple of pictures .. which is a memory of something ..
You set yourself up pictures without asking, or you yourself do not want to be clear.
But I do not care because I think it's a fun thing and a memory ..
But why jump on others when you do worse things myself ..

I do not know what to say other things that I think everything is so incredibly childish and pathetic ...
would you fight or so, so you can go to someone else because then I would not have anything to do with you..

Fucking hot dog maaan!!

I went down to my dear Josephine yesterday.
We met up on the train to go out and buy a little candy for the evening. "
When we got back to her, we would download a movie, we sat in the type of two hours and were looking a movie. When the film was downloaded so we were forced to unpack the file ...
And something went completely down the drain for it worked did not ..I think we sat for three or four hours with that shit .. In the end we gave up and would sleep but then it came a really good movie on TV with TI as the lead role, the movie was called ATL, I think ..
But we fell asleep mid ..
And today we woke up to Pierre came and brought us ..
We joked and had a good time.Vi went with him to the bus at noon. Then I took the train home at 13.00 ..
I had a really enjoyable evening as i always have with my dear Josephine ..

And when I got home I fell asleep then I woke up at half past eight. So now it will be to smoke a bit then a lot of fucking movies!



BTW! is it just me who thinks that Anna would not win Eurovision Song Contest?
Does she suck at singing ... sounds like she has a fucking hot dog in the neck ...
But of course, the Swedes have no taste so, its of course clear ...

anyway have a good Saturday...
Be good my poo people!♥

Congratulations to you mom!

Me and mom just baked a cake to her birthday today!
So tonight will aunt and my cousin's children come ..
I will add picture later. for now it becomes a bit the ledgend of the Seeker!:)

have a good day my poop people!

Play the game!


Open up your mind and let me step inside

Rest your weary head and let your heart decide

It's so easy when you know the rules

It's so easy all you have to do

Is fall in love

Play the game

Ev'rybody play the game of love

When you're feelin' down and your resistance is low
Light another cigarette and let yourself go
This is your life
Don't play hard to get
It's a free world
All you have to do is fall in love
Play the game everybody play the game of love

My game of love has just begun
Love runs from my head down to my toes
My love is pumping through my veins
Driving me insane
play the game play the game play
the game play the game

Play the game everybody play the game of love

This is your life - don't play hard to get
It's a free free world all you have to do is fall in love
Play the game yeah play the game of love
Your life - don't play hard to get
It's a free free world all you have to do is fall in love
Play the game - ev'rybody play the game of love...

A nice day on the town!

I met up Jessica yesterday at twelve on the center, we walked around and checked some of the shops, I bought some funds to help the hair, and Jessica bought some stuff for herself, then we ate lunch in the mall, after we went and bought a coffee and sat in the sun, smoking and talking a little shit. After that we drove home to me and joked a bit. Then against eight in the evening we went out to dinner. Then ended it with a movie. Then we fell asleep to the series Eve and Adam!

So sick good and funny series .. Remember when we always sat and looked at the TV when va small!
I was so in love with Adam haha!
thought he was super cute then!
Today, i wonder what you thought of.. you know..haha!
But love is blind..
There have of course noticed many times ^ ^
But what counts is, of course personality. Though one must be able to turn on a person, too!

So it was an ordinary welding cozy day with Jessica!
Now it was a bit sad because she and sister took the bus because the company of Jessica going to Sebastian and sister had to go to work!
So I am thinking of sleep for a while before I go out in the beautiful weather!:)


Take care my poo people!

HAHA best I have ever seen!


When the desire calls..

When you need it most.
When you want it most.
When you can it the most.
When the lust runs at the mouth.
When lust is spreading around the whole body.
When the body starts to throb.
When you feel that it will start to flow ..
When you lick your lips around your mouth.
When you start to shake with excitement.
When you get mad and do not know where to go ...

What do you do?

God's creation of the body, he was a real dirty bastard..!


A big f****** congratulations to Jessica 19 apples!!

I apologize, because I have not blogged anything yesterday!
I was lying and hade a hangover, plus I got stuck at the series the legend of the seeker. So cruelly good series!

But here are some pictures from Saturday!
It was a sick night at both a good and a bad way!
I went down to Nynäshamn with the five train and had dinner and went to see Jessica's family!
Jessica offered a awsome dinner! and drinks,
After that we drank a bit more. Then we took the nine train into town and met up Cicci and Pontus in Vh!
And then we met the others on the bridge!
I forgot to take photos in the evening!
So it is only a few and bad because i was not so sober.
But I offer a good laugh!





have a good day my poop people!!

a broken leg? no thanks!

Woke up an hour ago. First thing I did was to call my "sister" and ask how she was feeling after yesterday, as she was out partying ..
We must welding see if she hangs out with us tonight or not .. But I hope they are!
Now I'll start and get me some stuff before I go down to the ladies and Jessica in Nynäshamn.
There will be dinner, then we take the train into town and continue the evening with a lot of partying!

Looking forward to it, should be fun ...

Otherwise, for those of you who wonder what happened yesterday to skate ..
So I never went, I went to sleep since I could not because it was so late?! hehe ..
Plus, I had not been able to come out with a broken leg today haha!

But I post pictures tomorrow and talk about how the evening was!
Have a great Saturday my poo people!:)

a broken smile

I do not get it why I give myself into situations where I know how it will end ..
I've always been able to control myself and determine my feelings ..
But why should it suddenly reverse.
I sat speechless and will not understand anything?
I hate when I do not have control!
When I get left behind without the answer ..
I prefer the truth is a lie.
The truth, I can cope with and manage. But not lies.
Or do not get any response ..
I can not cope with it ..
Take me out of here for a dream world ..!!!
Just for a second that's all I ask ..
How do I unlock all that other out ..
It is not important ..
I get along without ****....
But I can not cope with not being able to have control over myself ..
One night, one day, a memory, a breath, a kiss, a smile, a song.
Anything can change your future forever ..
There is no safe step ..
But I will do everything that it does not happen again ..
Not with you not having any.
I have passed me in the past and can do me again ..
I get along best by itself, I am strongest when ..

I want so badly to come fly to dreamland!
Just for a moment!
why not me?

Nothing for me..

Love is like a drug.
Some become obsessed others do not become obsessed.
You were right, you love every second of it as long as it lasts.
And you do not want it to end.
But you get nothing out of it.
Only hurt when it ends.
Even if it only lasts a second.
So it felt / feels like it's worth it.
Now I have tested and will not do it again.

There was nothing for me!

WTF?!?!?!


Make sense?

The day started when I woke up at 10.00, I went up to eat some breakfast and then begin the day by cleaning the apartment, after it has been a laundry room and playstation all day ^ ^

At 16:00 in the period jumped so far in a warm bubble bath:)
Then after that I have not done much. And now I am sitting here and looking to sit down and play some games before I go away.
Have no idea when I get home...
My sister has been here all week, or rather in two weeks, she has been here since she moved and she spent only two days into the new apartment that she and her boyfriend rent for the summer before they move into their apartment!

So I've got to be really quiet when I'm going to sit at the data, instead of noisy how much I want and do not bother me. So it's the right job that she is here when she is up at 5 in the morning: (
But, but, I do not have to sleep alone in the room so welding should not complain. haha!

what have you done today?
Have you just taken it easy or do you have done something sensible?:)

For money making bitches..

This is for bitches
for money making bitches
all my ladies throw your hands in the air,
I got patron in my cup
and I don't give a fuck
the baddest bitch in the club right here!!

They wanna see me drop it drop it drop it
wanne party p-p-party
shake that ass on the floor
You wanne see me shake it shake it shake it
yeah you like it like it like it when I drop it real low.

I cant stop staring at ya body
put my hands on ya body,
you sexy for sure,
you the real deal kinda hottie
come and ride in my Bugatti
girl come drop it low.

chi-chi-chi-chi-chi-chi-chi-chi-ching..

mr.305
i want everybody to get down cause we about to shut down


Cant tell me nothing now baby i know how to fly
Cant nothing hold me down im going to touch the sky
Cant nothing, hold me down

Cant nothing, hold me down
Now watch me, now watch me, now watch me shut this thang down


Sube, sube, hasta las nubes, pa'delante ante, no mires pa'tras

I hit the jackpot ching

Real chicos do real things on the road to the riches
get diamond rings
moved up from the streets graduated hustla
on his way to an entrepreneur
undefeated Don Shula

Now baby save me from the game before replacement
my life's a movie
call me martin scorcese

i can care less if you love me or hate
life's a bitch
now fuck you pay me



cant tell me nothing now
baby i know how to fly
cant nothing hold me down
im going touch the sky

Lose my money honey
now pay me what you owe me mom is a hurricane
you should see the way she blow me
i don't make it rain
i speak that global warming this ain't no biggy
ready to that
number 5, there is no warning...

We goin all get real drunk tonight..!

Hey girl
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up
By the end of the night
Imma have you so fucked up!

They said what you drinkin'?
Let me buy you a couple of rounds
And I said what you thinkin'?
I ain't the type of girl to get down
But I can party wit cha
And bring my girls aside
Tell the bartender bring the ice!!


Bad hair day!!

I just came home, I went out to meet Josephine a while for her to buy a pair of jeans while "Sean" Pierre was with hes mother.
We walked around and talked a bit, it was so sick embarrassing because I woke up at half ten and went out with the dogs with my mom, Then so I lay in a bath, and did not flat hair before I could meet Josephine, so I looked like shit , So when I would meet her at the subway station. I ran in to pretty person:P
Not the best hard day, if you say so, haha. But what the hell im only human;)

So now I'm going to clean my room, and then fix some things,  then maybe play a bit playstation ..

I maybe throw susceptibility in a few blog posts later;)

Have it good, my poo people!

Me and Josephine for a few years ago!!

WARNING!!!

WARNING!
That you will now see, can harm your future. You can become publicly mutilated and sensitivity can not continue to live in the 'social' violence!
So imagine before you look at these pictures!
You can not come and complain that your life has been destroyed after you've checked the pictures because I've already warned you, now!





you are everything!

My best friend / "sister" filled the entire 18 years yesterday!
So a big fucking Congratulations to her!
I hope she comes out on Saturday so I can celebrate her with Jessica completing 19 years ..
I hope she makes it so she can sleep over, so me and my family can celebrate her on Sunday when she has a hangover and worn, haha!
but she will get cake and presents:)


Time passes so fast!
Remember when we did lot of stupid things, and promised to never leave each other!
You were my best friend and will remain so in death!
I love you as if you were my sister, but you are like a sister to me!
My whole family sees you as a family member!
And nothing can change that, or take your place.
It is impossible, Never forget it!
What happening or could happen, there is nothing that would change it, it never did and never will!
You must understand and never forget!
You are my everything!

our world...

Is it just me or are there more people who are tired of winter now.
Under normal circumstances, I think we have to rely winter and too much rain and dalit weather.
But this is loose sand!
Feels like winter has lasted for several years now, and will sit in until May!
I do not think we will have no summer at all this year, I think we will get a late and rainy summer!
Our climate is really changing, And so fast!
It notice just from year to year!

Would not surprise me if its true that our world ends in 2012!
And no it is not because of the movie, but there've been a lot of shit about it since 1700 or something, and that has been read and heard about ..
Wondering how our violence will go in then?
sensitive that the whole world cracks and becomes vilkaner everywhere, flooding. A bit of everything maybe ..

maybe sounds a little sick and strange, but will be exciting to see ..
Sometime it will of course only to run out!
Wonder where the humanity is going, then?

ADAM LAMBERT - Black or White




I Took My Baby

On A Saturday Bang

Boy Is That Girl With You

Yes We're One And The Same

Now I Believe In Miracles

And A Miracle

Has Happened Tonight


But, If

You're Thinkin'

About My Baby

It Don't Matter If You're

Black Or White

They Print My Message

In The Saturday Sun

I Had To Tell Them

I Ain't Second To None

And I Told About Equality

An It's True

Either You're Wrong

Or You're Right


But, If

You're Thinkin'

About My Baby

It Don't Matter If You're

Black Or White

I Am Tired Of This Devil

I Am Tired Of This Stuff

I Am Tired Of This Business

Sew When The

Going Gets Rough

I Ain't Scared Of

Your Brother

I Ain't Scared Of No Sheets

I Ain't Scare Of Nobody

Girl When The

Goin' Gets Mean


Don't Tell Me You Agree With Me

When I Saw You Kicking Dirt In My Eye

But, If

You're Thinkin' About My Baby

It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If

You're Thinkin' Of

Being My Baby

It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If

You're Thinkin' Of

Being My Brother

It Don't Matter If You're

Black Or White!!!


Gifts!!

I was out and checked the gifts today, buy a little fun new stuff to me.
Bought a new pair "rings" to my ears, the black steel and with a bit of "bling, bling" at the front:)
thought they were so cute so i bought them:)
Then I bought a new shawl in zebra style?
then a new pair of earrings.
And presented to my "sister":)

little fun fact, have the same underwear that I bought for her today .. haha!: D
No, now I'll  go to a cute little guy, so I will probably not blog more tonight:)!
Have fun!

I love this song!



I feel like I'm drowning in ice water
My lips have turned a shade of blue
I'm frozen with this fear
That you may disappear
Before I've given you the truth

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can see
I'm dying here
Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you

I've always dreamed about this moment
And now it's here and I've turned to stone
I stand here petrified
As I look you in your eyes
My head is ready to explode

And it's all here in
Black and white and red
For all the times
Those words were never said

Friends close,enemies closer?

Nobody likes it when people talk shit behind your back ..
But why do people then?
And why are people so fake?
Nobody wants to be a false friend or be false?
I believe that one should be able to trust each other and exist for one another, and honest!
It is set up, be there and be able to trust their friends.
Especially if you are a gang who hang out, certainly has a person saying a bit more to the others.
There is always someone to go to.
But mostly you go to all the different things.
But we all are the same.
Why try to turn your faces?
Remember that you will be self-maintained if you do not change your mind!
We're your friends and are here for you.
You want to wall was not rid of us?
Drop everything and move on. We are here for each other ..
We should stick together, not against each other ..
Or is it true that you should keep your friends close but your enemies closer?


I will die, or hurt anyone, help!

F ** K!
I have plenty of the world's worst idea through periods of time!
I promised a person to skate on Friday, and I really suck!
I have skate like two or three times if that counts, haha!
I crawled on the ice so the wall was not counted ..
I'm really Bambi on thin ice!
Will kill me and embarrass me like never before ..
And I'm not the person who cares otherwise, but in this case there will be additional to cause embarrassment!.. ^ ^

No, I'm kind of thinking bad idea ..
Hope I dont break his leg or injure the person only. That would be awful!
Our my self!!
No, let's not be like that, now "self confidence" up and unloaded as im the king on the ice.
It usually course work, But not this time?
Haha, I will groan with the result on Friday night or Saturday morning..
If im alive of course..
exciting... YYeeeYY!!!????!!!????!!


Any advice?

Damn, it feels like half the population of Sweden's is having there birthday this month..
Im getting crazy, Do not even know what to buy for the people ..
I must find something to Jessica tomorrow, Then my "sister" Bineh and mom!
And I'm really the worst to buy gifts, have kind of shitty fantasy.
To a self it's okay but when you go out and shop for which you usually know what they want or think is neat. But i hate to look in 180 stores for something to someone, especially if the person does not really have the same taste.
I guess I have to put up. haha!
I Just have to try to get something from mom and it will be the hard part ^ ^
But my sister will be in and check out the gift for Bineh anyway because she'll be on it.

Do you have any advice?
f*** it will be tough to find something for Jessica ..
Haha ..
no but it'll probably go well, wish me luck!



BUSY,Busy,busy!!

Well hi my poo people!
The day started when I overslept, I would meet Anna at the station at 11.00 but she woke up just then, so there was no danger.
When I met up Anna at 12.30 in center. We went around the city of Stockholm.
We went to Macdonald for her to have breakfast after we walked around and looked at clothes and talking shit.
At 13:45 she took the train home and I met up Jessica on the center.
We walked around and checked the clothes again haha .. And talked about how we would celebrate her birthday this weekend!
when the clock turned 17:00? took Jessica the train home, so I took the bus back to me on Kungsholmen. My dear sister was in slepp so i pulled her up from the bed so we could go out and eat.
We joked a bit and thicker us with pizza and soft drinks.
After that, I have not done much other things then play a little Playstation, Troubled fun as usual. Not to brag, but im  of course a small pro;)

It was welding my day in the filthy weather .. How was yours?;)
Is it just me or are you also tired of our weather here in Sweden?

so complicated...

How cold can a person really be?
Do you get so cold that you do not feel anything when you hurt someone?
Or those who murder and rape, destroy a person physically or mentally?
Can we be without conscience?
Without tears?
Without pain?

Or can you be the opposite?
Always be glad,have love for all people, hope for all, love all?
only feel pain?
just feel love?

We humans are strange when it comes to emotions.
thoughts and other things that moves in a human body ..
And animals, then?
Can they know everything that we do?, should they not because they also have brains and feelings...?

And how smart or stupid can a person really be?
We should not be judged welding as smart or bad / stupid as both can be interpreted in lots of different ways, almost as bad ..
We all are of course born with different data, different goals, different building.
like robots?

Have you ever thought about how our world really works?
What do you believe in?
Do you believe in God?
Or something else?

Do you believe that our world was created by Eve and Adam?
but if we were created by Eve and Adam, skuldint we all be relatives then?
but if you have a child with a relative, of course, it will be inbred ..?
But why are we not all inbred, then ...?
of course we all belong together in one way or another?
or was it just based on someone who created our world. like the sims game?
Who placed i little part. Then let the human do the rest and see how smart it can be.
Or stupid ...?
And see how far we can go ..?
Until they start to get tired of us.
Or until we, ourselves are destroying the world ..
Which already is happening.
Or, as already happens ..

You maybe think this is a bit up smudges, and have it hard to keep up with ..
But that's just my thoughts, nothing you need to bother?
Or you maybe think the same as me?
I mean we all are of course different.
There is no one who tells you to think of it as I do.
And that's good...?
Sometimes, anyway ..
How would our world look like ..?
If we all tought the same?
I have had a lot of talk about this with people, and myself in my thoughts ..
Do you think we will find out all of our questions when we die?
Do you think that our loved ones we have lost in our life is there waiting for us on the other side ..?
Or do you believe in when you die is all over ..?
Or that we are raised again ...?
Or that we are going to another planet?

Some people say of course that they have lived in another life ..?
Could it be true ..?
Nobody can say what is right or wrong ..?
I just hope it is peaceful and beautiful on the other side ..
And I get to meet everyone I lost in my life!
I'm not afraid to die.
but I'm probably a little afraid of being stuck here on earth.
Like a lost soul who is not ready to leave or may move on ..
I think when you've achieved their goals in life are you ready to die ..
FATE!
I die tomorrow it's supposed to, I would die then.
And has probably achieved what I could with my life.
Everyone has an opinion ..
I do not think we are here by accident ..
I think we got a task that we shall clear...?

What do you think?
Think about it, it's hard thoughts ..


I hope ididint bore you or confuse you.

Be careful out there...!!

GOODNIGHT!!

Live each day as if it were your last!

The delicate sounds a little fishy. But have you thought about where our world coming to an end?
I've actually thought quite a lot in recent times. So why save your strength?
Do everything you wanted to, take the chance!
Tell the guy / girl you are in love with who do not have a clue, Dare to be dumped, Dare to stand out in the crowd, Stand up and be on time!
You never know when our last day!
Take advantage of your friends, becous our time is a valuable thing and your friends and family!
Look just at our violence like this cold and long winter we have had in many, many years.
And all the floods, all the disasters!
I say just be sure to take the chance if you get it, take it with a pinch sallt and smile at the world with pride!
otherwise you will regret it!
Dare to be yourself, do not be ashamed of your family, or where you come from, do not be ashamed of yourself for you were born to you and nobody can change you!
There is no one who has the right, if it is not necessary for you and you need a new beginning and path.
But that we all need sometimes. We all make mistakes, and will continue to do until we die.
Our life is a mystery, like a puzzle, a treasure hunt. and much, much more.!
All I want to come to is that life is too short!
We do not have time to walk around and think, worry, do not dare, or just search!

Live each day as if it were your last!

Welcome Dude!!

whats up?!
I've got a new blog, because I did not want the Old one.
I write what I feel and even add photos or videos.
You're welcome to read along with me in my thoughts and feelings.
but I will not bored you with what the blog will be about, as we shall see. what happens you know;)

have a good day, because I will not do much other things then play some playstation and xbox today! ^ _ ^

Yep you are right im a geek!;)

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